The Minstrels of Nazi Germany

I don’t know where to begin because now it feels like it’s been forever. She’s patient, kind, intelligent, beautiful and simply amazing in more ways than I can describe. Sometimes it feels like when I’m with her that I just need to absorb it all in silence just in case it isn’t there in the future. What she sees in me I don’t know but I know everything she means to me.

She’s the first girl I’ve ever met that understood me and takes me for everything I am. She hasn’t tried to change me into something I’m not. She treats me with respect and talks to me openly about everything. Even when I act like an idiot she puts up with me with the patience of a saint only to sometime say “oh you” to give me the hint. She is my friend in the truest of ways. I never get bored of her because its not simply interests that we share but I just love having her near me. I trust her more than I’ve trusted another person and its probably because she’s the most honest person I’ve ever met. I love where the conversation always goes whether it be a discussion about our lives present and past or making up new memes that no one else will understand. Sometimes I fear that she will realize that she is too good for me and that I’d have to agree.

To be honest I never realized it was possible for two people to be themselves and grow into life separately and finally meet years later only to find out that the crazy conclusions they’ve come up with or the theories they’ve constructed and even the odd life experiences they questioned could be similar and shared.  We seemed to have both taken the road not taken. It was a somewhat lonely road until I met her and now we walk side by side hand in hand.

As a final advice to anyone who cares: If you pursue your growth as a person regardless of the negative things that people say put against you and if you shoot for the things in life that  you wish for you can find happiness. It just takes a little courage and understanding.

Its ridiculous how much you can miss a person in such a short time.